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Subject:lonely.
Time:10:37 pm
Current Mood:lonelylonely
It's so hard to get on and do a project sometimes when you get this 'crisis of faith' thing going on. Today I've been trying to paint the backgrounds, which I just know I'll have to touch up. They're not so good. Ugh. This'll teach me to leave things a little late. Heheh I guess in all honesty I thought things would have been easy.
I was looking forward to this, but right now as I take a break I've just let a lot of things get to me. Been nitpicking at this and that and trying to resist not snapping at anyone really. It feels lame to even ask for a cyber hug off of anyone. I just wanna stop feeling like a martyr so I can get on and do this animation trailer which needs to be in by the end of next week.
I've been browsing around everywhere... Looking for a place to fit in again. Trying to find what it is I am and stuff. I'm just so tired now. I've never reflected so deeply on my life as much as I have since uni. I just wish I could get on and let things go. Uni failure, past relationships. I could blab about it forever. But I just won't bother.
The more I talk about this the more it makes me feel like I've got no chance. I'm gonna browse around for a bit. I'm chatting to a couple of good old friends, whom I'm hoping I haven't pushed too far away due to the absense and the interest gaps we all probably have now. Ho hum.
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lionessb
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Time:2004-06-14 04:59 am (UTC)
Oh dear, oh dear *hugs* You poor thing, looks like you've been going through more than me. I've just forced myself off DA again for a couple of days because I feel I needed to catch up, I want to get some Photography work done by the block is closed and I can't get there. It really sucks when that happens. I just need the camera and that's it.

I hope you can get that animation done, I wouldn't mind seeing it if you can upload it onto DA :). Take care of yourself there Shaz, and thanks for the texting too ;). *hugs*
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